My Miscarriage

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TW: This video is about my experience with Pregnancy and Miscarriage. Please do not watch if those topics are triggering for you.




8 févr. 2021




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Maryam darkal
Maryam darkal Il y a 57 minutes
sorry for your loss
Ariana Corbu
Ariana Corbu Il y a heure
who's here after she changed the title from "I'm okay" to "My Miscarriage"
George Feghali
George Feghali Il y a 2 heures
My mom had a miscarriage ❤️✝️your not alone
George Feghali
George Feghali Il y a 2 heures
Josephine Samson
Josephine Samson Il y a 2 heures
I am so sorry 😞that you went through this, prayers for you’re family
Matilda Potter
Matilda Potter Il y a 2 heures
We love you❤️
Elizabeth Volovich
Elizabeth Volovich Il y a 2 heures
Oh my god I feel terrible and I am praying for you 🙏🙏🙏 hangin there we love you !!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dog Brain
Dog Brain Il y a 2 heures
I just went through this as well. Everything you said about being excited and adjusting your mind to your new life is exactly how I was feeling about my pregnancy. It is a loss and so sad. You are a wonderful person, thinking of you and your family 💕
Lilbloom Bad
Lilbloom Bad Il y a 2 heures
Amanda Kingsolver
Amanda Kingsolver Il y a 3 heures
I went through something very similar; I got pregnant with an IUD and had a miscarriage. I was surprised at how emotional I was considering the pregnancy had not been planned. I ended up getting the IUD out (still not planning on having more kids, my husband scheduled his vasectomy) and got accidentally pregnant again! We are surprised but so happy for our rainbow baby. I’m sure there is a rainbow waiting for you too. 🌈 thank you for sharing. You are right, women do not talk about miscarriage enough.
marko pollo
marko pollo Il y a 3 heures
here fro tiktok
Juane Mundey
Juane Mundey Il y a 3 heures
My grandmother had3 it looks so hard😭😭😭😭😭😭
Shelby Copeland
Shelby Copeland Il y a 3 heures
Thank you so much for talking about this. I had a miscarriage & no one prepares you for that. I told everyone, I started buying things. & then you have to tell everyone again. It’s horrible. No one talks about this enough. Thank you. Thank you. Thank.
Stefanija Stojcevska
Stefanija Stojcevska Il y a 5 heures
Stay strong colleen its gonna be okay! There's still a chance you can get pregnant again 😯🙁
Alexandra Di Puorto
Alexandra Di Puorto Il y a 5 heures
I’m so sorry sweetie, ❤️
Cynthia Il y a 6 heures
🙏🙏🙏 stay strong god has a plan for all 💗
R .B
R .B Il y a 6 heures
Pregnancy has to be one of the hardest things to happen in a womans life.. to you and everyone else, stay strong, your pain is valid.
Outlet 472
Outlet 472 Il y a 7 heures
Remember Colleen just stay in today
Kris Perdomo
Kris Perdomo Il y a 7 heures
My deepest condolences on your loss, Colleen 😣😢
Ruby McErlain
Ruby McErlain Il y a 8 heures
Colleen I read the title and I feel for you and your family and I am watching and sobbing and I can guarantee your not alone and all your fans are here for you. ‘You have to loose little battles to win the big war’
The Legit Boss
The Legit Boss Il y a 9 heures
Omg I'm so sorry you had a miscarriage that is so sad and rough that happened to my auntie she felt very depressed...But I'm so sorry that happened to you 🥺
potatoe Il y a 9 heures
I'm so sorry that something sad like this happened to you especially when you started to embrace your new pregnancy it's never easy, you have no idea how much i want to give you a hug
Elizabeth skorupa
Elizabeth skorupa Il y a 11 heures
i feel bad because i love (flinn?) but anyway its sad i would love for you to have another little one don't give up
Haley Enyard
Haley Enyard Il y a 11 heures
My first pregnancy ended up being a miscarriage and it was very sad, I actually was in like a state of shock. Then all of a sudden I totally broke down it was really hard for awhile but having my husband right by my side helped tremendously. I used to get very upset whenever I seen someone with a baby. I just felt like it was soooo unfair. But it literally just takes some time, but I never forget about that baby I lost. You’re not alone ever!
Katie O'Sullivan
Katie O'Sullivan Il y a 12 heures
peanut blair
peanut blair Il y a 12 heures
Hi your my favorite FRvidr and are you having a nother one when is your Due date
Jasmine NITCHEN Il y a 12 heures
Awh, Colleen! I’m so sorry! But- you sharing this will open up the conversation of how “common” this is! Thank you for speaking your truth💕
zapped by art
zapped by art Il y a 13 heures
You are the strongest person I know. And you are so sweet. We all support you.
jwonder7 Il y a 15 heures
Going through the same thing. Prayers and love for you. It is a nightmare and a heartbreak like no other.
hannah marsh
hannah marsh Il y a 15 heures
Hope god has his hands down on you, Eric, and Flynn. I know for a fact that your baby is up in heaven. There is not one thing that you have done wrong Colleen. Stay strong! 🙏❤️
CrazyTeen TM
CrazyTeen TM Il y a 15 heures
just because someone dislikes pregnancy doesn't mean they dont want a baby.
Sydney Aquilino
Sydney Aquilino Il y a 16 heures
I’m so sorry for your loss, you’re so strong ❤️
Lauren Jade
Lauren Jade Il y a 16 heures
we love you colleen and this is such a good way of handling things, i'm so sorry for your loss beautiful.
Brynlee Ferguson
Brynlee Ferguson Il y a 17 heures
You are fine people go through this and you are going to be better Rebecca is going through the same thing and you are going to be ok
Meagan Delaurier
Meagan Delaurier Il y a 17 heures
I’m so sorry for your loss Colleen, you deserve nothing but the best! Everything happens for a reason, don’t give up♥️♥️
Leila Campbell
Leila Campbell Il y a 18 heures
You’re so amazingly strong, we all love you. ❤️
shannon slivinski
shannon slivinski Il y a 18 heures
much love to you 🥺💖
Gem Gem
Gem Gem Il y a 18 heures
I had a miscarriage New Year’s Eve it was horrific I’m still not ever it
Britany Fiero
Britany Fiero Il y a 18 heures
Ew the fact that you have to apologize for this is heartbreaking. Oh my god. You just had a miscarriage! That’s wild people wouldn’t show a bit more empathy. Wild.
Skylah Deith
Skylah Deith Il y a 19 heures
Love u Colleen u will get through this will all of your family which is all of your subscribes love u 🥰🥰
Summer Ferguson
Summer Ferguson Il y a 19 heures
I'm so sorry mama. I don't have a clue what you're feeling right now. I hope you get better, I've been watching you for years and this breaks my heart. I love you colleen and really hope you get better ..
Julianna Miller
Julianna Miller Il y a 19 heures
I love you and you will be ok! It's so hard I have seen miscarriages it's hurts we love you!
Brandi Smith
Brandi Smith Il y a 19 heures
As soon as she started talking about having a positive test I knew what she was going to say. I'm so sorry Colleen, I've never experienced this kind of pain so I can't say I know what your going through, but I will keep you and your family in my prayers ❤️
Liyam Shahaf
Liyam Shahaf Il y a 20 heures
im SO SO sorry. im here your 3.16m sb are here and more this is scarry but youll get on and will be here wire not going im here for 6 years i sink and im not going none of us
Mischa Nel
Mischa Nel Il y a 21 heure
Billie’s little Avocado
I’m so sorry Colleen we are all by your side and we all love you 🥺🥺🥺
Andi Stephen
Andi Stephen Il y a 23 heures
My heart goes out to you both. It's a giant loss. Hugs and love to you.
Danielle McDade
Danielle McDade Il y a 23 heures
Your pain is valid. I see you and of course this is absolutely devastating. Thank you for being brave and sharing this painful time. {{Hugs!!}}
Léa Beauvais
Léa Beauvais Il y a 23 heures
We so appreciate you sharing this and breaking the stigma! You are strong and brave and powerful. Your little one is with you in spirit forever
Vignesh Singh
Vignesh Singh Il y a 23 heures
People disliked this why???
hammy Il y a 20 heures
They r probably all upset that shes great and is being herself
grimchef Il y a 23 heures
I’ll never understand why people have a need to monetise every aspect of their lives.
grimchef Il y a 7 heures
@JC_Music_Sings 21 while the event warrants sympathy, making money off of emotional heart string pulling isn't an activity to be applauded.
JC_Music_Sings 21
JC_Music_Sings 21 Il y a 16 heures
She's sharing/documenting her experience this can be helpful to mom's to be and like she said towards the end, this video could help other mothers who have miscarriaged know/feel that they aren't alone, not to mention she took a hiatus from the internet to get through this doesn't need your judgment
Erin McClellan
Erin McClellan Il y a 23 heures
Sending you such big love and seeing you in your grief. Thank you for sharing this and helping to normalize vulnerability and talking about big, scary, painful things. xo
Ella Grace
Ella Grace Il y a 23 heures
I'm so sorry for you mama❤️❤️
Julie gj9034016
Julie gj9034016 Il y a jour
I feel so sorry for you. Hope you are ok!! :D
Orange army
Orange army Il y a jour
I am so so sorry mama I hope your ok. We love you❤️🥺
Aiyana Iyengar
Aiyana Iyengar Il y a jour
She shouldn't have to worry about other people hating about this. And who would dislike this?? People are so mean sometimes :(
Wendy Hanzel
Wendy Hanzel Il y a jour
I’m so sorry for your loss! I hated pregnancy too but was so happy to have my babies. I have 4 kids. I had a miscarriage too. It was awful. So, I know how you feel and I’m so sorry. I’m praying for God to heal your heart.
rachely voloch
rachely voloch Il y a jour
I'm so sorry...
Ellen Doherty
Ellen Doherty Il y a jour
awww things will get better colleen u are so strong we all love u 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
Jennifer M Davis
Jennifer M Davis Il y a jour
Desiree Kane
Desiree Kane Il y a jour
I like to think that you’re little baby is being taken care of up in Heaven by your loved ones who’ve passed, or mommies who passed during childbirth ❤️
Amy Langford
Amy Langford Il y a jour
oh colleen , you will be ok i have no dougt about than , we love you so much
Jessii Ge
Jessii Ge Il y a jour
You're so strong girl💗
Šarūnė Balionyte
we are here for you just remeber that
Jennifer Matias
Jennifer Matias Il y a jour
Don’t listen to those haters! They don’t know what it’s like being pregnant or having a miscarriage so they shouldn’t even be talking bc they’ve never experienced it. So before judging really think to yourself if you know what it’s like dealing with what the person is dealing with. STAY STONG ❤️ one day you’ll have a 2nd beautiful angel 🥰🥺
Niya Holt
Niya Holt Il y a jour
I am so sorry for your loss💕💕 sending positive vibes
Chloe Shindle
Chloe Shindle Il y a jour
Awww i am so so sorry i love you
Emilye rose
Emilye rose Il y a jour
These comments make me believe there is still good in society
Teonni Cotton
Teonni Cotton Il y a jour
I was happy then sad
Anna Greer
Anna Greer Il y a jour
So, so sorry for your loss. ❤️ There are no words that can heal the pain, but know that your feelings are completely valid. Even if you weren’t planning it, you fell in love with your little one and the dream of what was to come. No one has the right to fault you for that.
Kelsey Felling
Kelsey Felling Il y a jour
Hugs hugs hugs, lots of hugs, Colleen ❤❤
Natalie Sewell
Natalie Sewell Il y a jour
Awe Colleen I feel so bad for you 🥺 I hope you know I would do anything to bring your baby back. Its gonna be ok. Me and all of your subscribers will help you get through this and do nothing but support you . You are helping so many women not to feel alone and trust me you aren't either. You can take all the time you need off. Love you.
Audrey Bringgold
Audrey Bringgold Il y a jour
You describe the feeling really well. I'm sorry. I had an early miscarriage and it just plain sucks. The pain ebbs and flows like ripples on water. Over time the ripples get smaller and farther apart. But for me it took 2 years to stop being sad whenever I thought about it. It may take longer or less for you ❤️❤️❤️ your pain is so real and valid. When you look at that positive pregnancy test everything changes. The way you described it resonated with me so much. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this. But I felt like I joined a club of people who know loss a little deeper and I was grateful to understand others better
Owen Wharton
Owen Wharton Il y a jour
I’m crying
Katrina Hudson
Katrina Hudson Il y a jour
Its okay Colleen, I had bad things happen to me and I got pregnant at 16 and I ended up having my beautiful baby born's hard but personally I took to facebook groups that help when in at my lowest, I may not know you personally but in praying for you
Jaelyn Rodericks
Jaelyn Rodericks Il y a jour
I wanted to hug you so bad after this💕, dont worry about what other people say colleen you are SO brave and so strong and so many people including me look up to you. Pregnancy is complicated, and hard and doesnt always work the way we wish, my mom miscarried my twin siblings 7 months into pregnancy and then anotger little girl months after that...its painful, for a while and honestly I cant tell you that you’ll ever forget it but it will only get easier. One day when you look back at this pregnancy you and Erik will smile at the thought of the baby knowing its somewhere better than this earth doing great, i wish you all the best and hope you get through this and come out stronger than ever..💕
Serena Ridley
Serena Ridley Il y a jour
I’m so sorry that this happened to you.. 🥺 everything will get better soon.. it will take some time... and that’s ok ! I hope your ok? we all I’ve u and support u ! don’t listen to the haters.. x
Mary Bast
Mary Bast Il y a jour
Colleen, first off, there is NOTHING to be ashamed about. You are so, incredibly brave to share about your miscarriage, and I am so, so sorry for your loss, both of the future you dreamed of for your baby and family, and, most importantly, the loss of your child's life. You're a great mom, and I am so sorry for your pain and hurt and the depth of sorrow you're experiencing right now. This baby you lost mattered, and your experience, matters. It is so, perfectly natural to grieve a loss like this, and something my gyno told me once has always stuck with me about these types of moments of great pain in our lives: healing isn't linear. You can grieve and cry and heal and then grieve and cry again as many times as you want, as long as you need to, however and whenever you need to. You are a beautiful, beautiful, mother, human, and friend, and your baby is watching over you from Heaven and cheering on every little thing you're doing below, knowing his/her mom is being the best mom possible, and rooting for you each day. I'm sorry again for your loss and pain, and for Erik's loss and pain as well. My love and prayers to you and yours, and I can tell you right now, you are most definitely not alone.
Beth Morris
Beth Morris Il y a jour
I’m so sorry Colleen. I just experienced my miscarriage a month ago and I have been having a hard time with it. My best friend and I had the exact same due date, it’s so weird being so happy for her as she hits each milestone and yet being so devastated at the same time. I’m glad you have an amazing support system, it will get better 💕
Kaylen Furr
Kaylen Furr Il y a jour
I’m sending you all of the love in the world right now ❤️
ashley moser
ashley moser Il y a jour
Hugs 💜
Vivian Inez
Vivian Inez Il y a jour
Sad 😢
Kristin Lee
Kristin Lee Il y a jour
I understand completely when you have such traumatic pregnancies you form you’re own opinion of what pregnancy is for you. This is true for me I have 3 kids and I hated all my pregnancies but that doesn’t mean I don’t love my children with my whole heart! I am praying for you this is so devastating for so many, very taboo and most people don’t talk about it enough I pray you get through this and come out stronger than ever! 😊🙏🏽
Alexandra Coughlin
Alexandra Coughlin Il y a jour
I’m so sorry I wish that didn’t happen!!!!!
Mabel Bott
Mabel Bott Il y a jour
We’re all here for you
Mabel Bott
Mabel Bott Il y a jour
We love to Colleen!
Phoebe Glynn
Phoebe Glynn Il y a jour
I am so sorry that this happened to you😢! I know it will take you a lot of time to get over the trauma. But when you do you think you will try to have another baby, since you were so excited and happy to have a family of 4?
UhmPathy Il y a jour
You are really strong for posting this. You didn’t have to but I appreciate this video. I am very sorry for what happened. I love you so much, thank you for opening up. God bless you
Tia Rombough
Tia Rombough Il y a jour
Just know that we’re her fo you. I love you and you are like a mom for me
H bird
H bird Il y a jour
You are sooo strong.. love you
girlwholoves tacobell
Stop using the word pregnant for click bait
Kira B
Kira B Il y a jour
Sending you and your family so much love❤️
jm06zc Il y a jour
Remember- it’s ok not to be ok during this process. There is no right or wrong on how to grieve. Hug your loved ones and take the time you need to heal. Thank you for speaking out & thinking of you during this hard time!
Scotty Bear Eire
Scotty Bear Eire Il y a jour
I have had 3 miscarriages. They are horrible but we must carry on x Americans tell people they're pregnant waaay too early. I suggest you don't do that next time.
Stars Il y a jour
I’m a ok sorry I hope 🤞 your ok again I’m so sorry 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Tuesday Wilkinson
Tuesday Wilkinson Il y a jour
Thank you for sharing ❤️
Scarlett Il y a jour
I've been there. It is absolutely devastating I'm so sorry for your loss
Elle Pehrson
Elle Pehrson Il y a jour
Sending love .. thank u for being open and honest about this for younger girls
Izzy Referda
Izzy Referda Il y a jour
I love you so much. You have my heart
Scarlett Gudge
Scarlett Gudge Il y a jour
Oh we support you you are strong
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